美國隊長2的劇情已經出來了......果然就是93說的，冬兵的故事。加上最近為了文章特別又做了 一點隊長的功課，突然覺得好難過Orz......
為什麼這麼好的人卻一直受到這麼多的苦難呢Q_Q..................

Title：No one can define.
Rating：PG-13
Relationship：Loki/Steve Rogers 無差
Fandom：The Avengers (2012)
Warning：各種瞎掰，一切就是妄想啊妄想。
Disclaimer：他們不屬於我。

Summary：

Steve決定掩護Loki讓他從Thor的眼皮下溜走。

他不知道自己這個出於情感衝動所作出的決定將會帶來什麼。可能是紐約又一次更嚴重的受創，可能是Loki之後真會兌現他的威脅把自己打昏了賣給Dr.Doom或者駭爪換取一些只有他能得到的幫助。又或者，有朝一日Steve將被壓在坍塌的大樓下面等著其他復仇者能有空閒來救他，而身為始作俑者的Loki會邪惡的繼續往他埋身的地方砸石塊。但是──Steve想──為什麼不可能是什麼都沒有？鑑於這些日子裡他們祕密而溫暖的和平共處，Steve覺得他真的可以再賭一把，就像多年前他決定去救出Bucky而不是等待援軍。

當然他也記得，結果並未令他後悔。


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其實寫盾基/基盾文比起寫Thorki和Forstiorn還要輕鬆。我想那是因為Cap本來就是一個令人如沐春風的對象。

 複習了Thor(2011) 以後隨手寫寫。
 總覺得如果有人問哥哥為什麼總是追著弟弟跑，他可能會這樣回答。
 我預設提問的人是Tony，隊長跟博士想來不會去問 Thor這麼鬧心的問題，另兩只大概自己忙活就夠了。

 「我會想擁抱我的兄弟，不管他做了什麼或者變成什麼模樣；我會想將他緊緊的摟在懷裡哪怕他一點也不想要我的擁抱。至於我為什麼這麼做，並不需要任何特殊可見的理由抑或利益--吾友，我想要這麼做的原因僅僅是因為他值得。他是我的兄弟，永遠都是。」

 我是以極為單純的心情來寫它，並不包含太多CP的成份。有時候無私的無盡的愛，其媒介並不一定是愛情......至少我一直是這麼相信的。

 唉Loki快回家，別只忙著折騰你自己Orz。

 Something heavy started banging against the door. Tony really hoped it
wasn’t Jarvis’s head. Or Steve’s. Fury he could take or leave. Flexing his
frostbitten hands discretely, Tony glanced over as Loki’s skin began to
shift colour to the pale lines he remembered, even if they were streaked
in red. He’d heal soon enough.
“The things I endure to get you within my grasp,” Loki murmured to
himself, watching the blue as it was chased off his fingertips. “I had
thought often of killing you, Stark. Very creatively, at that. Then again, I
suppose you did warn me.”
“Warn you about what?” Tony asked tightly as Loki walked toward him,
strangely sure-footed on the frosty ground. Was this how it was going to
go, then? Kind of an anticlimactic end for him. He’d always thought
there’d be more explosions.
“That if I gave you a reason to doubt me, you would give no quarter.”
Loki stopped when he came face to face with Tony. His eyes were green
again, burning in his pale face. Bloody streaks ran down his cheeks like
tears. “I miscalculated. Underestimated you. That will never happen
again.”
The door started shuddering on its enormous hinges as Loki reached a
hand toward Tony’s throat. They weren’t going to make it in time.
“It never had to turn out like this,” Tony said, catching the hand before it
found his neck. His fingers threaded through Loki’s, ignoring the
stickiness of blood, the missing fingernails, the cracked skin. “Believe it
or not, you could have trusted me from the beginning.”
Loki was looking at their hands twined together with such a starved
bleakness in his eyes that for a moment Tony didn’t think he’d heard
what he’d said. But then he abruptly ripped his hand away, his eyes
blazing with wrath.
“Trust an Avenger?” he spat, jerking back. “Trust Iron Man? To what
end? You were a distraction, Stark, and you almost cost me everything.”
His voice turned cold. “I was better off on my own.”
It was funny how even then, with things turning out exactly like they had
that Tony still felt the dull punch of hurt at those words. All Tony had
done was try to help. That was all he’d ever done. But Loki couldn’t trust
him with the simplest truth – that he’d gotten in over his head. If Tony
had known about Amora’s ‘deal’ with Loki, if he’d had some kind of idea
that Thor might be attacked it could have all been so different.
But it was just all a distraction. A mistake.
“You’re right,” he said simply, watching Loki. “You didn’t need me. Why
would you have ever needed me? Look at you, you’ve got it all under
control.” His bark of laughter had no humour in it. “You don’t need
anyone but yourself.”
Loki took a long step back toward him, magic sparking at his fingertips
like he was preparing to strike Tony. But he was bleeding all over and
what wasn’t streaked with red was blistered and cracked, still
desperately trying to heal over the damage. Even his magic couldn’t do
two things at once, and the door was almost broken down.
In the end, revenge served cold seemed like the order of the day. Tony
held his breath and watched as Loki cursed and pulled back, the air
around his abused body gathering with light.
“Don’t think I am finished with you, Stark,” he said finally, the verdant
crackle of his magic reeking of ozone in the confined space. He was
already a breath away from teleportation. “When my business with
Amora is concluded, I will find you.”
Tony’s mouth twitched. “Honestly, I wouldn’t expect anything less.”
He watched the air around Loki tear to reveal a gaping dark wound and
wondered if he would ever see Loki again. All differences aside, he was
their only hope for Thor, even if his help was driven by grudges and
petty competition. Amora and Skurge could be formidable. They’d
proven that already.
“Good luck,” he blurted out, startling himself. Loki froze, half dissolving
as the teleportation took him. Tony made himself look him straight in the
eye before he vanished. “Don’t lose.”
Loki’s parting reply was swallowed by a screech of metal as the door
finally broke down. Then he was gone, vanished in a roar of dimensional
fire as he stepped out of existence. SHIELD agents and angry Avengers
poured into the cell but Tony barely noticed the shouting and alarms,
didn’t feel the hands running over the frostbitten palm-prints on his
skin. His entire thought process was alight with those two loaded words,
silently mouthed before he escaped the cell.
Trust me.
Asking the impossible again.
Figured.
Tony felt his hands jerked behind his back, then cold metal as handcuffs
were slapped on his wrists. Somewhere, Fury barked orders to his men.
Right, the springing a prisoner thing. Federal offences and all that.
Pepper was going to give him hell for this one. But Tony knew he’d made
the right call this time, and he’d even managed to keep his own personal
issues mostly out of it. If he had to be the guy that made the tough call
for the greater good, then so be it. He’d wear the punishment this time.
As long as Loki made good on his promise to get Thor’s soul back, Tony
would put up with just about anything.
In the meantime he just had to have faith in a brother’s broken bond, a
sorcerer’s magic and a liar’s promise.
Piece of cake.
Tony figured he could stand to gamble his hopes on a fool’s chanceJust this one time.

--------------------------------<Off record> by Hella 
The Avengers 2012,
Tony/Loki

其實我滿討厭All xxx這種配對的萌法，因為有夠乙女......Orz 畢竟不論攻受,我總希望兩方都是漢子(?)而不是受君=小公主這種模式，這種文章真讓人想叫救命。
除了All...的文章,原本對CP的潔癖也很重。該是誰的就是誰的，我恨拆西皮的程度大概跟痛恨某人總受的文章一樣，只要看到拆了就跳過，沒有第二句話。
不過......人生嘛，總是有些意外，然後樓上的LTL(無差)就變成近期的新歡了bb早是前面提過的"欲求之吻"(因為原作&譯者的文筆都極好所以忍不住熬夜啃原文的一篇)，本來以為不過是個美麗的意外，但後來發現幾個譯文功力很好的姑娘都開始翻這個配對，而且無一不是組織強大人物神還原的佳作，結果現在比起always虐死人的神兄弟，把鬥嘴&互揭瘡疤當作消遣的LTL立即就成新歡了。
大概是有Tony在的文章一切都可以變得輕鬆愉快吧？要說虐也虐不到哪裡去，牠就是有那本事讓人開心起來哪怕天可能快要塌下來了。這種特質在其他CP主的文章裡就相當明顯，等牠自己做主角的時候就更美好.....XD~各種針對其他人以及針對他自己天花亂墜的吐槽，美死。
最後推推總是有意無意當LTL紅娘的Amora，除了真是個正妞來著，我也總是樂於見到她。誰讓我在追的那幾篇裡只要能看見她就=可以開心的翹腳等著LT倆人開始溫情(?)發展呢。

這大概是所有我看過的圖片裡最喜歡的一張Loki。

事實上我很喜歡弟弟的角頭盔，不知道有沒有人跟我同感？我一直都覺得戴上角盔的Loki美得很驚人。並非那種陰柔似水屬於女子的美麗，而是難以言喻的，很英氣很中性又美得讓人呼吸一滯的美。具體一點，就像老虎或獵豹，人們都知道牠們美麗，卻不會讓牠們與柔弱並列。

有時候我會忍不住胡思亂想，Loki選擇這種看起來非常張揚又剛烈的防具，是不是有那麼一點蘭陵王的味道？為了讓自己看起來更凜然一點，更兇悍一些所採取的策略。唉我幾乎要認為一定如此了老實說......在DVD裡面放出來那些被cut的片段裡，在金色的庭園中騎著黑馬瞇眼回眸一笑什麼的，那樣的Loki真是......美得出水啊救命(病)於是還是戴上角盔吧......看起來潑辣多了(?)

發完病來說說正經事。我想我有必要重新看一次Thor接著再看一次The Avenger......有時候走神想到劇情，仔細梳理過後總有一些很掛心的地方。以還記憶猶新的復聯來說吧。憑良心說Loki的表現在仔細想過以後也沒有那麼笨事實上。至少在被博士教訓之前，我覺得他的行為都還稱得上合格的反派。畢竟在那一摔之後，大家其實都忘了他會被逮去神盾局，根本就是預謀的啊!!!

然後關於這張圖的Loki，他的表情真是糾得我真想幫他擦擦眼淚唉(夠了人家沒哭)

一樣是從論壇上找來的翻譯文，因為超想看到結局就......拚原文。

http://archiveofourown.org/works/298627
以上原文
http://www.mtslash.com/viewthread.php?tid=49112&extra=page%3D2
以上翻譯地址

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關於背景作者沒有多做敘述與補充，也沒有大綱提示。開始時一切都還算輕鬆明快，被噩夢糾纏的Loki在不得已之下向Thor求助，倆人共枕而眠後漸漸地發現他們對彼此之間真正的感情。推測時間點是在電影之前吧？在許多同人文之中不斷提到的，Asgrad的金色往昔。
在我讀過大多數以Loki為主的雷神衍生創作裡，這篇文章由Thor的角度出發，很細緻的探討了他內心的變化周折。從單純的關懷弟弟到最後無法克制地去愛，卻又難以說服自己可以理直氣壯的這麼做，這樣在身為王儲的道德責任與感情衝動間糾結的細膩Thor對我來說真的是很難得的呈現。會讓我想起The Hope Only Of Empty Men (這也是一篇很棒的文章，但是太艱澀了我必須花時間理解重組才能閱讀......譯者最近又不更新Orz......)中鷹眼對Thor說的那一句話--"你知道，他都叫你蠢蛋，但你真不是。"
Loki仍然討喜。我必須說句可能有些自以為是的偏頗話。以同樣是寫手的角度來看，我認為像Loki這樣的角色其實遠比Thor好寫。你可以用各種優美的諱莫如深的劇情來鋪排他讓他引起讀者的共鳴，遠比寫Thor還好輕鬆，因為Loki比起Thor有更多的面相可以探討與發揮。所以對於這裡Loki我即使喜愛但......因為他就是我所熟悉會在各種文章裡出現的Loki，所以非常遺憾他不是讓我對文章印象深刻的那一位，儘管他仍舊迷人。 


結局停在讓人悵然的地方，很難歸類為HE或BE，是個充滿想像空間的開放式結局。硬要打比方的話，就像全面啟動那樣，你一開始放下心來，下一秒卻開始提心吊膽，然而故事已戛然而止。

節錄兩段，先譯文後原文。這次自己動手倒不是因為口味不慣，純粹是推廣用途&譯者還沒翻到而已，哈哈。

節錄 1 :

Thor親吻Loki的頸背，一遍又一遍的在腦海中重複那些他無法大聲說出口的話。
我愛你。我會為了你永遠在你身邊，永遠。這並非由於人任何人指使他不該說這些，而是它確實如此。他想到他們的父親與母親，想到三勇士以及Sif和整個Asgard──沉睡中而且完全不知道才發生了甚麼事，甚麼正在發生。所有的一切都已然改變卻無人能夠阻止它，即使是他們自己。

“你認為我們錯了嗎？”Thor問。他不知道自己為什麼問，但是他內心有些讓人不快的部分卻驅使他渴望聽見Loki的回答。

Loki的聲音，當他終於在黑暗中開口，聽上去相當混濁，彷彿他才無聲的哭泣過。

“是的。”

Thor把Loki環抱得更緊。摟著他的弟弟一整夜。

早晨時，Loki已經再一次離開。


原文:

Thor kisses the back of Loki's neck, saying over and over again in his head what he's afraid to say out loud. I love you. I'll be there for you. Always. And it's not what anyone meant for them, but that's just how it is. He thinks about their mother and father, about the Warriors Three and Sif and all of Asgard - asleep and completely unaware of what just happened, of what is happening. Everything is changing and no one can stop it. Not even them.

"Do you think there's something wrong with us?" Thor asks. He doesn't know why he asks, but some sick part of him wants to hear Loki's answer.

Loki's voice, when he finally speaks into the darkness, sounds thick, like he's been crying silently.

"Yes."

Thor holds him tighter. He holds him all night.

Loki is gone again in the morning.


上面的這一段正是文章的尾聲，看完以後我整個.......被擊敗Orz無言以對的痛。

節錄 2 :


“怎麼回事？”

Thor短暫的閃過一絲瘋狂的念頭想著他們就這麼逃跑，再隨便什麼其他的地方重新開始，但他又很快的甩開了它。

“我們是兄弟。”Thor說。

Loki垂下他的手。那是一個沉重的判決，且現在正介入於他們彼此之間，宣告著一切。而他們無法收回它。

“我知道，”Loki安靜地說，接著聲音更加微弱，”我不在乎。”

Thor試著想微笑，但那個笑容很慘，弧度破碎。“其他人永遠都不會了解。”他說。

Loki短促的笑了笑，Thor也是。因為他們自己也永遠都不會了解。而這樣的情況，既可笑又哀傷。

“我不在乎。”Loki將他的拇指劃上Thor的下唇。”我們是不同的，你和我。那些人永遠都不會了解。”

“但是如果他們知道──”

“我不在乎。”Loki回答，移開他的手指。”直到最後，只會剩下我們，對嗎？”

“是的。”Thor說。”是。”

“那麼抱我。”

以下原文 :

"What's wrong?"

Thor has this insane, fleeting idea to suggest they just run away, start over somewhere else but he shakes it away.

"We're brothers," Thor says.

Loki drops his hands. It was a loaded sentence, and now it's just sitting there between them, spoken. They can't take it back.

"I know," Loki says quietly, and then even quieter, "I don't care."

Thor tries to smile, but it's a sad one, broken at the edges.

"People will never understand," he says.

Loki laughs shortly, and Thor does too, because they're never going to understand it either. And something about that is as funny as it is sad.

"I don't care." Loki runs a thumb over Thor's lower lip. "We're different, you and I. They'd never understand."

"But if they knew-"

Loki pushes his thumb against Thor's lips to silence him.

"I don't care," Loki says. He pulls his thumb away. "It's only us in the end, right?"

"Yes," Thor says. "Yes."

"Then touch me."

大概就是從這段開始一路到結局，劇情就籠罩在一股山雨欲來的絕望裡。儘管中間上了頗為香豔的肉，說真的也很難撫平這一切沉鬱的痛。我喜歡這一段裡Loki如此鎮定，面對Thor的掙扎時，如此堅強。唉可見他多麼愛自己的哥哥.......Thor的猶豫沒有錯，他以自己的方式在愛Loki。我想這是他們彼此性格落差所造成的，Thor希望除了自己以外Loki獲得完整的幸福，即使那個幸福裡恐怕無法有他的一席之地；但對Loki而言，擁有Thor他的世界就已經完整，所以他才會說""It's only us in the end"。

....................................我突然非常沮喪，正經的說，這對真會有HE的一天嗎...........................

http://archiveofourown.org/works/388720?view_adult=true
以上原文地址
http://www.mtslash.com/viewthread.php?tid=48213&extra=page%3D2
以上翻譯出處 

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我一定是瘋了......才會在星期一結束一整天瞎忙以後還熬夜到凌晨3點多把一百多頁的小說看完，而且值得讚賞的是讀原文。 

不得不說，好的文字駕馭者就像了不起的魔法師，他可以任意的催眠並改變你的既定價值觀，而你一點都不覺得奇怪甚至會欣然接受。我覺得自己很幸運......很喜歡在無聊時亂踩雷，但近期幾篇不只沒被雷倒還意外地覺得好看，而這毫無疑問是譯者/作者的功勞。

說說這篇。一切起始於The Avengers裡迷人的Tony Stark.儘管神兄弟笨笨的另有一種萌點，但無疑的Tony給觀眾呈現的是背道而馳的魅力，聰明。雖然他跟博士的科學腦相比很難硬去分出高下，但我敢說在綜合評比上Tony一定是成員裡最聰明的一個，而且Loki最後倒的大霉有很大的功勞必須歸給聰明的Iron Man。於是話說回來，應該要彼此恨得要死的兩個人該怎麼湊到一塊真的很引人好奇，因而這個想法的契機便促成順應了好奇心的我點開這篇來閱讀。
Asgrad的女巫(?) Amora在文章中做了月老的角色( 我對她的了解不深......只知道她似乎跟Thor有段糾葛/算是反派/或許還跟Loki聯手過可關係不好?/正妹.....但無所謂這裡她不算主角) ，起因是一個愚蠢的報復人的魔咒然後促成一段好姻緣XD~即使主軸劇情有點老梗，很多小說也不吝惜地大肆使用過，但不知為何作者輕描淡寫的就把它表現得相當輕鬆逗趣而且迷人。翻譯很好，但接著讀原文以後會覺得更有味道，畢竟有些時候語言的轉換無法避免一些逼不得已的刪修增減，所以可能的話很建議看一遍原文。整體來說句型雖然流暢但都很簡單，也沒有太多的深難字甚至不需要字典，所以看原文對我們這些非母語使用者應該也不會太吃力。裡面有很多安排過得小橋段會讓人忍不住"哈哈"的笑出來，所以真的真的很推原文。
肉有......但不算太多安排也合理，安排上也堪稱美味。作為吸睛點可以算中規中矩，只要對Top or bottom別太堅持即可安心享用，不然跳過也可。詳細描寫大概在原文75-85頁這個區塊如果沒記錯的話(翻譯部分還沒放出來。)
結局是不意外的HE...畢竟這麼可愛的文風要寫成BE讀者會翻桌吧，所以請開心地服用。裡面真正悲劇的可能只有錘哥......他依然如此深愛弟弟可惜這篇的(L)TL不是往常那個...XDDD~唉但話說回來我大概也不會常換CP看，因為拆CP真的很怪，儘管文章跟故事很精采.......巴特我是相當忠實的Tony/Pepper & Thor/Loki派......
順說，人物掌握的貼合電影也是大亮點，我好喜歡Loki嚇得博士變身那段XD~原翻譯有的地方……大概是對岸用語的關係我很不習慣，於是自己重新譯一下。沒力氣全篇翻完，只挑自己最喜歡的。


以下節錄:
“安靜。”Loki說，下一秒便消失在廚房哩，留下Tony一人。

Bruce在下一分鐘走進來，眼睛看著甜甜圈的盒子。他在伸手抓走一個甜甜圈之前先朝Tony點點頭並打了招呼。

“Thor說，呃，他說昨天晚上Loki在你房裡。”

他說這話的時候並沒有看Tony，看起來就像個害羞的國中生。這讓Tony爆出大笑因為他確信自己並沒有做出任何對方所想像的那種令人臉紅的事，完全沒有。

“說真的，你們倆看上去就像在指甲沙龍裡八卦的三姑六婆。他只是來我房裡並且治療了我的肩膀。我的貞操依然完好無損，就像童子軍的榮譽。”

“我認為Thor看上去更擔心Loki的。”

接著，在Tony組織好一個完美的反擊以彰顯他們正討論的事究竟有多荒謬之前，一個聲音已先一步迴盪在空氣中：

“我的貞操怎麼了？”

然後Bruce就像在原地凍住了一樣，因為Loki驟然出現在他面前，並從Bruce那裡奪走了他拿在手上的甜甜圈並用相當天真的樣子小小地咬了一口，看上去卻比Tony以往所見過的他更加美麗也更加邪惡。

Bruce往後跳接著……是的、是的，他們早先討論的事情Loki讓它發生了。他變成了浩克並且瞪著Tony好像這一切都是他的錯，下一秒Loki開口說：”快跑。”

於是他們逃走了，Tony和Loki倆翻過沙發並向下跑到大廳，同時Tony笑得無法自己，簡直到了幾乎沒辦法呼吸的程度。而後Loki抓住他的手腕用魔法轉移讓兩人逃逸無蹤，將Bruce丟給其他人去對付。


原文:

"Be silent," Loki says, and is gone the next second, leaving Tony alone in the kitchen.
 Bruce comes in the next minute, eyes on the donut box. He nods a hello to Tony before grabbing one. 
"Thor said uh, he said Loki was in your room last night." 
He says it without looking at Tony, which is just so junior high school that Tony barks out a laugh and what he definitely does not do is blush because it's not like that, not at all. 
"You two gossip like you're at a nail salon, seriously. He came and fixed my shoulder for me, my dignity is still intact, scout's honor." 
"I think Thor is worried more about Loki's," Bruce says. 
Before Tony can formulate a wonderful comeback as to just how ridiculous that is, a voice echoes from the air: 


"What about my dignity?" 


And Bruce freezes in place because Loki is suddenly in front of him, right up in his space and he plucks the donut from Bruce's hand, taking a chaste little bite and looking more beautifully evil than Tony has ever seen him. Bruce jumps back and yeah, yeah that does it. He hulks out and look straight to Tony like it's his fault and then Loki says, "Run." 


So they run, Tony and Loki are bounding over the couch and down the hall, and Tony is fucking laughing, he can barely breathe he's laughing so hard. Loki grabs his wrist and they teleport out of there, leaving the others to deal with Bruce. 


太可愛了這段>//////////////////////////////<忍不住要再吐槽一次......他倆真同類XDDD

忍不住就換桌面了，重病如我/////
哥哥在左邊不是故意的，但還是恰巧滿足了私心。我才捨不得讓公司的文件遮住弟弟的臉蛋或是身體。

 讓人驚慌到睡不好的片子(開心意味
 整體來說劇情很糟，人物表現也跟預期中有點落差......yes.為何Loki會從超威的大   反派變成純粹想討哥哥抱的小可憐呢......當初Tom在訪問中不是還說以一打七的他要對那些英雄說wish them luck嗎XD~
 Anyway,當時看Thor是跟姐姐一起看，心思自然純正很多......加上她又討厭Loki(T_T)所以胡思亂想甚麼的還不曾如此爆表，The Avengers就不行了，畢竟是好朋友們結伴嘛...www
 不過說真的也很好奇最後被拎回家的弟弟要怎麼跟哥哥演明年上映的Thor 2。總覺得弟弟應該不會再想毀滅世界了......會為了局長那句"痛苦了之後才懂得後悔"鋪梗嗎?例如哥哥從上門來暴力討債拍郎們中保護弟弟...之類......雖說這樣似乎也不錯，但果真這麼演下去就太過分了女主角要置於何地.......XDDDbbb其實我挺喜歡她的....再說，大頭這麼早出來聽說要拍三片的The Avengers還有梗能用嗎XDDD~
 
 胡謅妄想以後回正題XD~簡單講這部片就是為了取悅Fan存在的吧.....真的不愧是廚人限定的爽片來著。邪惡帝國如好萊塢快救救他們(或是官方?
 
 難得如此支持影劇CP的我，其他都浮雲了......雖說除了兄弟也有其他CP''s可看
 放放圖片其他不說了，盡在不言中XD